feonixe | CMO 2016 EDITION

CMO 2016 EDITION

how do i hold all these muses

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FATE AU WOULD PROBS BE EASIER YEAH im actually laughing imagining an all oda grail war now...there's certainly enough of them to fill the seven classes

at the very least she'd drop everything to talk to him once she recognised him

although if it's fate au should we assume he did try to usurp her historically...twice...or would you rather we just kinda au to "actually decent siblings"

at the very least she'll treat him the same (nicely) either way since post-death nobu's chill even about mitsuhide killing her so

idk man that would have to dpeend on nobu's personality you're clearer than me on this: would she be as eccentric and disrespectful of traditional customs as historical nobu.... because like the main catalyst for nobuyuki breaking was nobu being rude as hell at their dad's funeral and basically running away to do his own thing leaving nobuyuki to clean up after him

his batshitness is like. scaled to how rood nobu is so i leave that up to you

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oh yeah she's basically historical nobu aside whatever anime differences there are

fuck funerals

fuck monks

fuck religion

no respect for pretty much any of her family

admittedly her intentions for all these were like...surprisingly good but a) she likely never explained herself and just yelled at people b) she justified to herself she was Right and obviously someone like her justifying her methods to herself ends up......really...badly....

like she could have been nice to nobuyuki to begin with but if he was like "hey maybe you're wrong tho" she would've turned on him pretty quickly

i feel like she was just a lot angrier and more aggressive in life because of her station. she's chilled out as an HS because she no longer has all the responsibility to deal with

so basically he'll go batshit just as fast. lovely

LETS ASSUME HE JOINED MITSUHIDE TO BURN HER DOWN AT HONNOJI

so he wasnt like the MAIN instigator but he was a big part of it sorry nobu your otoutou wants to kill you too

I WAS THINKING OF MAKING HIIM A BERSERKER BECAUSE OF THIS TBH he is kinda unhinged in that sense lmfao and like have his NP just be a reality marble of honnoji on fire except it's filled with red spider lilies pouring poison everywhere (its a big part of his in-game symbolism)

how does this sound y/y if so I CAN START

IT'S PERFECT

Just fuck me up fam

YES OK LETS GO lemme type a tag up after this comment

[ 'Servant, Berserker. Master, I pray you will follow the righteous path.'

There's a new Servant at Chaldea. An oddity, say the ones who have met him just after his summoning. He's among the less powerful of Servants, and his careful polite manner sets him quite aside from the others of his class. Keeping to himself seems to be a common thing as well - not even hanging out with the other Sengoku era Servants: Kojiro, Souji, and.... Nobunaga.

In fact, it seems like he's avoiding her on purpose. Quick to turn into spirit form and vanish whenever she came into the vicnity. But if she's ever seen his face even once, she'll probably know why.

Of course, Chaldea is a small place, and he can't keep out of her way forever. It was only a matter of time before she found him. Such as now. ]

[It was frustrating, really. While she understands that their history was tumultuous, Nobunga stopped holding grudges the moment she became a heroic spirit - unfortunately, it's a very uncommon mentality. At first she'd been frustrated by him evading her, but after talking with Okita she decided to give him his room. She made no attempt to pursue him and, if they ran into each other, she didn't try to force conversation out of him...

But enough is enough. This isn't her usual method of dealing with things and the longer it goes on, the more frustrated she becomes. Giving people their space and letting them approach first when they're good and ready...that's for other people. She runs head on at people and forces what she wants out of them.

She'd been sure he'd come down this hallway, but she can't see him...]

Nobuyuki Oda...!! Are you here?! Come out and face me!

[ He's silent. Nobunaga's footsteps are not difficult to discern, with the purposeful way she moves. The Master had not called for him, he had merely desired a moment more of quiet in Chaldea's library - but no, she had to come this way. Even in death - after death, she would forever shadow him with no respite.

To advance, or to retreat? Both prickly. The latter delaying the inevitable consequence of the former. It's perhaps for the better that his Mad Enhancement is at the lowest rank, or else red spider lilies might have already started growing out from the floors. ]

.... onee-sama.

[ Nobuyuki's voice is quiet, barely audible across the distance between them. He's still across the corner, unseen, but the sheer defeat in his voice should have told her all she needs to know.

He had wished her dead, and look what had come of it? Nothing. Nothing at all. ]

[Finally. While it was obviously him, there's no mistaking that voice for another. It'd been quite some time since she'd seen someone she recognised. Okita didn't count, of course, but now that he's here...who else would show up? Her father? Her other siblings? Mitsuhide...she'd like to think someone like Hideyoshi might, but-

Maybe even Nōhime. She doesn't even want to think about that...

Still, best to deal with what's right here in front of her. His response practically gives away how happy he likely isn't to see her, but it can't be helped. He did join forces with the very man who killed her.]

You shouldn't run when your older sister calls for you, you know.

[ That's right, he shouldn't. But given his mental state and what's elapsed between them, it's all very reasonable. The very sight of her caused him pain, compounded by the inherent insanity that characterized his Servant class. If he can't kill her, the only way he knows to relieve this torment is to stay away from her. [

What do you want of me?

[ Why was she still here? ]

I wanted to see you.

[A simple desire, really; but maybe it's to be expected from someone like her. Even if she's aware she might be causing him distress, she doesn't bother trying to leave and ease his suffering.

But whether or not that's out of malicious intent...who can say.]

It's been over 400 years and not even a hello?

[ That, at least, he cannot say.

Nobuyuki is inclined to think of malicious intent, but then again it really has been so very long. She doesn't seem as aggressive as compared to what he remembers.

(But how reliable can a Berserker's memory be?) ]

Fine.

[ He's quiet again, voice less emotional. At least this is a command he finds capable of obeying. ]

I thought you did not wish to see me.

[ You know. Since he killed her and all. ]

Fool. Mitsuhide himself could make his appearance and I'd still expect him to show himself before me.

[And it'd be fair to assume her reasons were less than savoury, perhaps some desire for revenge, but-]

It's been a long time; I've moved past whatever grudge you think I might hold.

[ He's envious, of how she can just drop everything and act like it's all past. She may be able to move on, but time only deepened his pain. ]

You don't regret what you've done?

[ None of it? ]

Regret...?

[Her brow furrows. It wasn't even the first thing to come to mind, rather...]

Err...shouldn't I be asking you that? What do I have to regret?

You don't?

[ His hands are shaking. The same pained, trapped anger that she would have recognized that he bore at Honnoji. ]

You killed so many. You drove our family to ruins. You didn't tell us anything! Does these not even matter to you anymore?!

[ Okay, the second thing might not necessarily be true, but he's been so fixated on it that it's almost equivalent to the truth. ]

Edited 2016-05-27 13:58 (UTC)

Ah...I see now. You're still sore over all that, huh?

[He's tortured and it shows; many were by her actions, really. Could any of her family really expected her to go as far as she did? She'd had to kill quite a few of her own family members to secure her position to begin with, so it's not exactly wrong for him to feel that way...

But...she didn't really care, just as she said, and that shows too.]

But nobody - neither in our clan or any other - none of them were prepared to go as far as I did. But the country couldn't be expected to heal without total unification. I only fell short of that because of you.

So don't go expecting any apologies.

[ For a few moments, there is silence.

There are plenty of words he could have said. Spit at her, even, discount her as a disgrace and a family wrecker - a tyrant, a demon, someone who had clung even to the earth despite all her sins. But he knows he has no power now. He tried to remedy the situation so many times, but she always overruled or overpowered him - and by the time he could assert himself, it was too late.

And perhaps, there was a single grain of truth in what she had said. That, most of all, strangled anything he could say before they even left his mind.

W̷̘̮̖̪h̸̼̟̻̺̗̰͙y̞͈̬̰̹͔ w҉o͓͍̦̪͓̝͙ṳ̬̥̰͘l͉̤̰͖̦̬͞ḑ̟n̩̕'̷̫̹̯̳t̻̗̝̥̖̜ ̪̙̮̱̘͡s͏̣h̠͘e̡̟͙̲͍̣͙ ̩͓̤̮̠͞l҉͖͕e̛͍̗̤͓̻̺̟a̼̠v̜̬͚̜͚̲̺e͈͖ ̩h̺̥̞í̗̮͓͎m̙ ͖͓̳̰̤̦̼a̮̟̥ͅl̗̱͔ó̘̠̘͈̭͈ṋ̳̺̬͖̮ͅe͚̼?̭̮͙̗̕?̣̙̯͎͇̦͓

In the end, all he manages to make out is a choking sound that sounds suspiciously similar to what most of the other Berserkers would make. ]

[A huff.

This was the most frustrating thing about all this; if he's a berserker, he could just lose his mind at any minute, couldn't he? Especially if she's the source of his anger. That she'd pushed him to the brink that resulted in Honnoji, that he'd been incarnated as a container for madness.

Not that she cares as much as people would tell her to. Hell, that he'd told her to.

Well...]

Nobuyuki. ...youre getting too worked up.

Try to contain yourself.

[She's not chosen the best way to phrase it, but...her tone doesn't convey it as an order.

But don't misunderstand. She loves Gudako dearly; she doesn't want to cause that girl trouble by picking a fight with another one of her servants.]

[ Even if he had obsessed over her demise to the point of instigating it himself before, all that fire had been extinguished. The one time he had an opportunity to set things right, it failed anyway. That, coupled with the certainty of his belief that she would trump him again, destroyed any idea he would ever have of fighting her.

Without his Noble Phantasm, anyway. But even a Berserker like him knows not to cause inconvenience for his Master, even if he was only recently summoned.

So he nods. Hands still clutching at his clothes, but he settles just a bit. ]

[After that, there's silence. It's hard to say for sure if she's nothing else to say or simply considering how to handle this; even now she looks around the room rather than at him, so he's allowed to embrace his own thoughts rather than listen to her talk, whatever that means to him.

Eventually though, she approaches a desk and lays a hand on the back of the chair, sliding it to face him.]

Sit down.

[ Silence is better. There's a part of him that wants to believe that his sister can change. She definitely isn't as abrasive as she was to him in life - perhaps due to their Master's influence - that maybe, just maybe, he can live knowing that she wouldn't hurt so many people. But he is afraid to hope, afraid that his hope will be crushed once more. Given this current state, he doesn't know if he will ever be able to recover.

Following orders is easy. It doesn't require much thoughts. He takes his seat, hands folded in front of him, not looking at her either. ]

[And she sits alongside him.

What now...?

The truth is, she's not good at this elder sister role. She wasn't much of a daughter, a sister, a wife or a mother. 22 children and she wasn't close to any of them ~~SOMEHOW I DONT GOTTA EXPLAIN SHIT~~, her relationship with her parents was never any good...maybe she's just not cut out for family.

Even so, she's stuck with them. And she's trying...that's something...]

What were you reading...?

[ Compared to Nobunaga, Nobuyuki was the sort who cared too much. Too much for his own sanity, it seemed - always listening to his family members, the retainers whom he could speak to, taking on the emotional roles that his elder sister discarded. In the end, it proved to be too much for his sensitive heart to handle.

And yet, they are now on speaking terms for the first time in, well, centuries. At least her question is something he can answer. ]

I read about gardens. I thought... we could perhaps make one here. It would be beautiful.

[ The effort would give him something to focus on, as well. He knows he's weak, and thus less likely to be sent out on important missions. ]

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